closing my eyes
Monday, May 7th, 2007nothing beats the feeling of good music rushing through my ears. atleast i can regain my sanity.
i didn’t have a good sleep last night. i kept on rolling, moving from left to right all because my heart won’t literally let me sleep. thank god it didn’t hurt like it used to.. (thanks to highblood tablets. haha.) but it just beats faster and faster i can’t keep up with it. i discovered it has two rhythms, beats.. whatever. one was slow but hard enough i could feel it pounding like a frog wanting to come out. the second rhythm beats so fast but so calm.. like an energizer battery that keeps going and going and going… add the two and you’ll get palpitations you wouldn’t want to have for the rest of your adult life. annoying. the worst thing of it all? it makes you feel that you can’t keep up all the time so it lets you stay awake and feel like it’s the end of the world if you’re going to sleep it off.
worse.
i can’t afford not to sleep yesternight. my interview’s today! great.